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This will probably be my last post before leaving for India!Well Japan was great!Awesome!Cooler was meeting and falling for a gal who actually fell in luv wif me 2!That was frickin awesome!But alas destiny is mean and cruel 2 me and decides 2 separate us but no matter I shall take this as a sign that God wishes 2 test us."When we are in love,we learn to appreciate everything in life"-yours truly hehe!:PAnyway had a lengthy decent chat wif stan 2day n he almost(ALMOST!)made me cry hehe!:PAnd fatin gave me an emoticon i could use….a teddy wif those 3 words hehe!And I really really feel bad about leavin cuz of Reimi….damn!But I dunno if I told any1 except Fatin but truth be told…everyday before I go to sleep I pray 2 God that she stays safe,well and in good health.:)I love ya reimi!Hope ya love me 2!

So days have passed and the boy gave up hope

But he still loved her still

One day the girl told him he had a scop

Cuz she loved him :so chill.

He couldnt believe it but it was all true

She said those 3 words he wanted 2 hear

"…I love you"

There was nothing he feared.

He loved her now and she loved him too

Only distance kept them apart

But if their love is true

Someday they will meet it’s in their hearts!

hmmm many serious posts hav ebeen written so now its time to try out a one that is a little casual!Anything taken too much is a bad thing!

Let’s see now,

My greatest console bought: PS2

My greatest accomplishment: composing own music lol never imagined I would be able to do that!Still don’t believe it haha!

My most embarassing moment: Hmm many….

My most deepest darkest secrets: Have got a few.Let’s see 1ce wen i was like 8 i had a weird urge to play with barbies and until recently i had been sleeping in my undies!hehe

My saddest day:Also a lot….umm the day when my father (accidentally) threw my i pod on the floor and shouted at me!hehe

My pet:haven’t had 1 yet

My most enjoyable(childhood)memory: many again lol….umm i was weird hyperactive and even rude as a child….hehe.Umm The time my dad came back from brunei I guess….I hugged him and cried I was never that happy….I mean the happy plus crying thing….

My most regrettable (childhood)incident:The day when dad was coming to Brunei.I was so angry and sad I burried my face deep in the pillows and didn’t even look up!hehe my dad left me like 2 or 3 archies under the pillow but in the morning i really missed him

My dream-come-true moment:Haha a stupid 1!My last (day before my)birthday I wished that Bebee was in brunei and she magically appeared lol!Wat an insane wish as I think now lol!

My scariest moment:Many…hehe umm…No matter what happens I see my friends always helping me out wif ma troubles and fears!

Lies:Very seldom but yes!Hey I’m not perfect!

Smiles:Very rare usually while chatting or watching a movie!

Getting Angry:Sometimes but doesn’t last long!

Getting Inspired:Really easily hehehe!It’s kind of impressive(not meaning to brag here)but sometimes I astound myself!

Stopped wetting bed:Long time back when I was what….5 or 4 years!haha remember one morning woke up and ma legs were all numb I was so scared but then dad explained it was just a cramp!

Can’t believe:Lots of things!Like how amrita didi knew all those things when she met me…and other stuff!

Can’t stop thinking about:hmm…..music?:P

What’s going on in the world today?

Nobody even cares to stay

And look around and see what’s wrong

Everybody is so busy they move along.

But we have some serious problems

We should sit and think how to solve them

So instead of saying,"I told you so"

I think I’ll say,"The world needs to know"!

Global warming due to cutting down forests

Are we even sure what we are doing’s for the best?

Poachers catching animals and hunters hunting endangered species

This is the truth,it’s not a hypothesis.

World trade center and tsunami disasters

We have to make our minds think faster

How can we stop the wrong activity

How can we spread generousity?

You have to earn to get your own bread

The beggars who can’t may wind up dead

Another scenario;a different one

Students of school carrying guns!

Prostitution and AIDS is up high

But all I can do is watch and sigh

Lives keep going in front of my eyes

Would it be different if we all tried?

Wouldnt it be different if we spread love?

Thought of God who sits there above

He sees us through destruction and cries and weeps

He cannot rest;He cannot sleep

He sees us in darkness and wants to lead us to light

He knows we can differentiate wrong from right!

So lets stop parents fighting like we’re in a battlefield

They’re like knights using their swords and shields

And stop little children from cutting their wrists

Piercing their tongues,bellies or tits!

Prevent child prostitution or child pregnancy

Don’t be in confusion be who you want to be

No more child slavery or working like animals

We’re all humans not some cannibals

So that next time we see all u sisters and bros

The world and all of us will already know!

CNN and BBC will show the war ending

Throughout this all it’s love that I’m sending

Stop the madness and stop the killing

There is no goal we’re fulfilling!

Worship God,be kind and true

You’ll save the world and the world will thank you!

Is this all too much to ask?

Or maybe one impossible task?

Not if we all work together in co operation and harmony

We’ll all be safe,happy and even free!

All the pain will stop and everyone will show

This is something that the world needs to know!

A boy met a girl in the ordinary way

And they smiled and were good friends

But this is where the story begins I say

Not where it ends.

Even though he met her just two times as such

He just couldn’t stop thinking about her

Maybe he loved her very much

And everything else was nothing but a blurr.

He took a little time and got things straight

He thought what he had to do

He decided to leave it all on fate

And confess the feelings he had so true.

"You are too sweet and really kind

And a personality that I adore

I can’t get you out off my mind

One look and I’ll be flat on the floor!"

The girl considered and gave a sigh

She didn’t feel the same way

The boy wondered why

And maybe he wonders to this very day.

"I want to be friends with you forever

I am not mature enough

Please hate me never

I know it is tough."

She apologized so many times

His feeling for her grew deep and strong

Did he commit  a crime?

He even wrote her a song.

He thought about her all night

He thought about her wherever he would go

Thinking about her felt so right

But he had to take it slow.

He didn’t want to freak her out

But he couldn’t tell her either

Maybe she would scream or shout

Or maybe she would need a breather.

So he never told her what he felt again

And wondered if she would feel the same way about him

Because sooner or later he could conquer the pain

But he did not want her future to be grim.

So he bottled it all up and kept it inside

And wrote it down with a heavy heart

He never smiled nor cried

But was sad that they had to stay apart.

We believe in a lot of things indeed and sometimes they change depending on the istuation we are put in or at times witness….Till now I had the idea that love was a waste of time…but I admit I was wrong.If indeed it was baseless then authors would not write novels on it,poets write poems or movie producers create movies on it!Indeed it does exist these days but perhaps the way it is thrown around these days turn out to disappoint me or my inability to find it…I am not sure!I mean apart from my personal experience,these days it has turned out to be a play where-at times-the boy,the girl or both- are both shrewd actors!We say those three words because we never understand the meaning of the word love.

Love is a soldier thinking about his wife,children and mother while he risks his life on the battlefield.

Love is a brother trying to teach his younger brother how to walk.

Love is a boy waiting for his father to come back home and play with him.

Love is all around us,and it is not!You think I am contradicting myself right now don’t you?Don’t be fooled!I merely emphasise the fact that even though there being love around us a lot of us don’t really stick by it…

If you love someone,ask yourself a few questions…

Do you think about them more than anybody else?

Do they think of you more than anybody else?

Do you merely like the way they look?Then it isn’t love!

Do you feel angry at them if they make you wait?Nope not love

If they reject you you feel your heart break into pieces?

You spend sleepless nights thinking what they are doing?

Indeed some of us are deep thinkers and think about the ones we love a lot more than we even think about ourselves…not forgetting also that some of us merely shallow and tend to judge the beauty of a person by the mere outward appearance.

We need to show people that we care because we might not have the second chance to do so.Think about the people who have died in the 9/11 incident.If you watched the World Trade Center movie you will get a more in depth idea of what I am talking about….

So convey the message that you love someone-be it your brother,father,grandfather,girlfriend or even your teacher!

Well yesterday i was tired like crazy hehe!Parents took me to these shrines and well on the way met 2 old folks’ 1 of whom was an old lady and the other an old man.The old lady smiled and greeted me and so did I and when she was leaving she shook my hand(not my parents’ but mine alone!)and my dad said maybe she has a grandson like you whom she misses and that being the reason she saw her grandson in you.The whole incident was truly heartwarming…but when we were returning I sat next to an old person who was sleeping so when I turned up my i pod volume he told me to turn it down hehe!lol O and I also saw a lil girl who looked like bebee’s little sister awww!

Well its strange how the past few days have whizzed on past!A quotation from tokyo drfit really touched my soul…it goes-

"Life is simple.You take a decision and don’t look back."(Sounds almost like sumthyn Andrew 1ce told me!)

Awesome.Anyway the thing with Reimi is that even though we are friends,she really makes me feel stuff that I never felt before….but to be truthful,I have no intentions of forcing her into a relationship!Friends are fine.Lol "Move on like Ross and Rachel"as Stanley would say hahaha!I mean check out a perfect relationship (for now) like Nabil and Hannah.Wow both care so much for each other…O well…I may not have a relationship but guess what?I have friends!haha how lame was that?lol!

Hahaha I would say somewhere from above the big kahuna(God)is trying to send me a message.My guesses:

1.Roy you fuckin bastard….turn gay asshole!

2.Roy you fuckin loser you’re not gonna get any gals and die a virgin idiot so stop tryin and get a job!

haha just kiddin!yep u guessed it she said no and strangely no she didnt hav a boyfriend she didn’t want to ruin what we had…aww how sweet.Well thanx 2 all who helped support me tell her.Afiq,Fatin,Chloe,Stan,Bebee and also Chin chen fei!neways wassup wif ur lives?Im guessin every1 is so bz 2 even drop me a comment hehe!^_^ anyway goin 2 India end of dis month!Smell ya l8r!

Crap I got like 3 E mails In my Inbox but I can’t open them…makes me go grr!  hehe anyway i thought id add some good all time quotations 2 ma blog…dun worry u will like ‘em…I think…

"It’s up to you!"-Stanley Chow

"Roy we like the way you dressed,"Nur Amalina Nadzilla and Sara Ali Khan.(1st time I tried Long sleeved T shirts wif a small shirt on top) and 5 minutes later…"Roy we don’t like the way you dress!"(ROFL)

"Happy Hormones"-Yumni Kim Bte Asman

"I think yumni looks pretty,"-me during an internet conversation to which Shaon Deb replies,"Dude are you on drugs or something?" (ROFL again)

"What are you two doing?"(Mrs Mohan to Yong Khee HEung and Andrew Phan who at the time were supposed to be fighting but seemed like Yong was hugging andrew from the back)"Hormones teacher,"I reply."Which ones?Oestrogen or progestron?"(haha)

"Study today you have the exams tomorrow!"Mrs Mohan."Cannot ‘cher,"Russel."Why not?"Mrs Mohan."Need to go home and eat then watch Tv then sleep,"Russel

"Roy your curry is here,"someone or the other during practicals in Form 5.

"I have a stalker,"Bebee Benanzir,Internet Conversation."Here’s waht we’ll do.We’ll cut your hair and make you bald then shave your eyelashes and make you wear spectacles that make u look unattractive!Am I a genius or what?"Me."Totally,"Bebee.(Hahahaha)

"What is the vector of a shear hakem?"Mr Mohan.(correct answer was k 0 0 1 but Afizul Hakem replied "It’s k k k k"

"Budeinheiggein,"Vincent James Rodriguez (while sneezing)

"Jeina,Jeina Proudmore.Where has he taken the fleet where girl?where?"Dennis Ting Teck Wah (first time he did this to me shaking me i was like wat the hell is he doing but then wen i played warcraft dawn of realization!haha)

"Hadhi give me pepsi I’m very thirsty,"Desmond screaming to hadhi a boy from our class in form 4!haha

"Wat ees a kingfisher?eeeet eees a berd!"Mrs Samuel.

"Are you following me?"Mrs Samuel again.

"Terrence could I borrow an eraser?"I asked Terrence Roy a dude who used to come to tuition with my mom."Eh buy wah,"Terrence’s reply!

"Shorty,"me to muhammad afiq."Bearded lady,"afiq to me.(haha)

"I have a stalker…it’s so freaky!"Nur amalina nadilla."Lucky you,"me haha!

haha hope you liked them cuz i know i did